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Friday, December 20, 2002 ( 9:47 AM ) Fat Bitch Ladies and Gentlemen...we have a new diagnosis of my emotional problems..... "borderline" borderline personality disorder Miller-Keane Medical Dictionary, 2000 a "personality disorder" PERSONALITY DISORDER marked by various features of "borderline" BORDERLINE personality organization, such as instability, impulsiveness, intense or poorly controlled anger, inability to tolerate being alone, and chronic feelings of emptiness. Individuals with this disorder sometimes seem to be on the borderline of psychosis and are highly unstable in mood, behavior, self-image, and affect. None of the features of borderline personality are constant. The behavior of such personalities is highly unpredictable and they seldom achieve their full potential. Their interpersonal relationships are often stormy because of their shifts in attitude and tendency toward idealizing, devaluing, or manipulating others. Suicidal gestures and self-mutilation may occur. I'll be back to discuss this at length on another day. # Monday, December 02, 2002 ( 8:55 PM ) Fat Bitch Found this litle ditty on aol. I love it... She drew a circle that shut me out, Heretic, rebel, a thing to flout, But love and I had the wit to win, We drew a circle that shut her in. # ( 8:49 PM ) Fat Bitch Thanksgiving was good. Mom and Dad, Sandy, Glen, Dad, and Barry all came in. We ate at Terry's. No big blowups, the bathroom at Beebee's got an overhaul....and work was well, work. Being back on six hasn't been to bad, so far. Just glad I got on it during the winter months. Couldn't handle the stress when it's freakin' 140 degrees in the building. Got to pass my year three test this month. I'm worried. If I don't pass the area exam and skills demo...I'm no longer employed. I fucking hate the pressure. But maybe all will go well, and I'll ace it. Here's hopin'. # |
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